Chris Browns who was sentenced to five years of probation and six months of community service for beating his Ex –girlfriend Rihanna when they had a relationship about seven years ago admitted that he wanted to end his life.
Chris Brown said he wanted to committee suicide when he assaulted Rihanna in February 2009 after a Grammy party admitting he felt ‘like a monster’.
Chris who is currently working on his new documentary ‘Welcome to my Life’ told HollyWoodLife.com on Tuesday he thought he was ‘public enemy number one’
“I was thinking about suicide and everything else,” he said. “I wasn’t sleeping. I wasn’t eating. I just was getting high.”
Joyce Hawkins mother to the ‘Don’t wake Me Up’ said the incident affected her family when they got prove of Rihannas bruised face.
“That was the worst day of my life and probably his life, i felt like I was going to lose my child.” Hawkins said.
The realease of his documentary is yet to be announced which is expected to feature big names like Jamie Fox, Mary J Blige and Jennifer Lopez.